The last few hours

These are my last few hours in Germany, Europe. Will I miss Germany? I have no idea, coz I'm not one who hangs on things. I am thankful though, because Germany has seen me growing up. From a young clueless wife, to an even more clueless mother. Both kids were born here, so I guess I will have a lifetime telling them stories about Germany, the country where they were born in.

It has done me much good. What I thought was bad about it, was actually the very thing that saved me internally. Without family and friends, I learnt to stand on my own two feet. I learnt that running away does not solve problems. I learnt to be calmer (can do much better) but above all, I became inseparable with my family. Relationships with family back home also became much better, alhamdulillah.

I learnt a lot here. I really grew up here.

Thank you Allah for the opportunity, for the awakening.